Had drama today and yesterday..it was very exhausting..hahas peeps, u should join drama too..it's really cool to do a production..love it so.. Yesterday, miss simone even sent kha kha and i home..hahas it was so cool..suzuki swift..it was as though we were in a race car or something..hahha vvroooommm... realised something, feelings come and go easily, in drama, and in life.. it was so easy to be angry this moment and be loving next moment..hahas wonder how did i manage such a feat..tmr's the big day..the PRODUCTION!!! suddenly, the feeling's starting to sink in..knowing that many peeps will be there..am i prepared...i'm pretty shaky..hahas..it's really fun to be a part of it and i wish there will be more than this..that i can drama-mama again..hahas.. i believe i will miss the peeps and i will definitely miss..acting.. hahas it seems like my whole life's already a stage.. an ever readiness to react to circumstances.. maybe because this is what life has been all about.. sometimes the pressure of the things of the world affects me.. now Jesus, i understand and feel it..what it means that your yoke is easy and your burden is light..[Matthew 11:29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.] where does our weariness and burdens come from? The world. Pride, Greed, Malice, Anger, Jealousy..it runs in the world..it's overwhelming to know what the world offers..but thank God, tho we're here, we are commanded to live as aliens, strangers to the world..for we don't belong here..it's comforting to know that God You care for us..You care for me..i believe You see all that is happening in my life and at home..Father, may You intervene.. [Matthew 6:33 Seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well] i wana seek You above anything else..when i focus on You, everything else disappears..the world..the lies..the pain..