05 March 2009 Y 1:43 AM

I saw a white envelope through the window.
I dismissed it as another promotional/notificational letter.
I stepped in as usual,
I took the envelope and flipped it over.
On it was the logo.

My heart started thumping really fast.
I ripped it open.
I tore the envelope away and fumbled to unravel the contents inside.
I opened it up with thoughts running through my mind...
[We are sorry to inform you......]

Yet, this was what I saw..

Gosh...
A smile just spreaded across my face,
and I can't even remember how many rounds I spinned across the living room.
I pushed the letter into mummy's hands and asked her to read.
She said she couldn't..
haha.
[due to her long sighted-ness and poor english]
I gladly read to her.
I was superbly happy.

I guess no one would wana go through what I went through to get in.
I'll share of the goodness of God to you guys someday.
Yes and Amen!

Not only that,
today,
I had my first customer for my amway business.
It's really amazing.
God has been helping me bit by bit.
Even when I was unwilling,
He encouraged my weary heart.
I'm more comforted that I'm not alone at all in this.

Plus ++++++++
I can go Batam!!!!

HAHA.

Okay, here's why I'm also happy.
I usually don't tell mummy that I'm going overseas.
I usually wait till everyone in the group is confirmed going and we've booked and all,
then I'll tell her.
Well,
same for the Batam trip,
which is just 3 days away only.
I just told her after I received my letter.
Joc: Mummy, friday wen bing's coming over to stay hor..
*anticipates*
Mummy: Why eh?
Joc: Well, because we are going out the next day tog.
*silence*
Joc: Er...we're going to batam...
Mummy: Oh, Batam dangerous ar...
[So soft and she heard me....]
Joc: *immediately* ER... we've got 3 guys with us!!!
3 guys who are NS-MEN!!! *flexed my arm muscles*
Mummy: Dangerous ar...
Joc: We'll pray before we go!!!
Mummy:.........

silent means consent.

Yayness.
Even though I'm 21,
I'm still mummy's lil girl!!!

Happy means happy!
So much to thank God for today.
I simply grateful that He never leaves nor forsakes me.
He's gotta love me that much to be here for me.
I'll smile in my dreams tonight.
=)