I was walking towards the station..
Praying as I walked,
Taking in the morning air that wasn't so clear and crisp today.
I saw a girl with her mom and sibling.
A bicycle was coming their way.

Now that I'm a cyclist,
I truly know how they feel when others are inconsiderate towards them.

The cyclist didn't ring the bell as they could have seen him coming their way.
Yet, this girl was oblivious to the cyclist coming towards her.
Finally,
he rang the bell.
She leaned towards her mom and out of the cyclist's way,
and went, "Whoa whoa whoa" and chuckled as the cyclist passed her.

I was quite angry at her being so inconsiderate.
So in my mind it went like this,

Id: Gosh, why can't she be more considerate?
Why is she being so irritating?
Oh, why is she like that..
This kind of people should...
Super-ego: Joc, ya know you cannot think her to be so bad..
Id: I know, But....
God: But.. I love her.

I was baffled that I had such a mental conversation all by myself.
Wondering what 'Id' and 'Super-ego' is?
Well, to put it simply,
'Id' is like the lil red devil that speaks to you.
'Super-ego' is like the lil white angel that speaks to you.
Just something I learnt through my tons of lecture.

So God intervened and showed me that He loves her.
Just as I thought that way about her,
and many a times, other people as well,
He showed me that He loves them just the same.

What was assuring was the part where I thought,
"what if others are also thinking such stuff about me too?"
God assures that He would respond the same to others too...
"But.. I love her."

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