hmm.. weird weird..i'm writing to bong thru my blog.. hahas.. i'm talking to u on msn rite now..yet here i am writing this.. recalling the times we had, funny times, times where we both strayed from each other..but got back together again, by the grace of God. sound as tho we're gona separate for good..hahas.. eyes are filled with tears as i type this..tears of joy and i think tears of 'si nian'.. bong, i know the feelings u feel, but dun despair, joc's okay..i really am thankful enough that God gave u..there's probably nothing more i can ask of you.. im really blessed to have known u, the dearest gift that God has given to me thus far.. hahas we had our share of laughter and all.. bong.. honestly, words couldnt express how much i feel abt u *mushy* hahas.. but still..i must say, i've never regretted knowing u.. enjoyed everyday that i've spent with u..gona love the days ahead with u.. dun think that because u are not reacting the way that everyone else is, u're weird.. in my eyes, u are still u.. and i love u for who u are.. =) bong, it's gona be 2 months.. long or short.. it's how we perceive it.. it's how we go about living the 2 mths.. i know i'm sure gona miss u terribly.. but i wont let that get in the way of loving my Lord and King first.. if i miss u when i'm there, i'll tell God.. "Abba, please tell bong i miss her, and i'll be back soon.." [Absence makes the heart fonder] & [Friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them] bong, we always use this to encourage one another.. i pray that these will sustain u for the 2 mths.. God's the one we look to - ALWAYS.. so bong, if u miss me, tell God too.. i know He will tell me too.. =) hahas..read kha kha's bloggie and saw the 10 course meal. let me update u what the 10 course are.. jas jas da bao-ed: - fried carrot cake - 0-ar mee sua (oyster) - chui kweh - fried kway teow realised it wasnt enough, we went to foodcourt 3 and carried on eating: - waffle ice-cream (cookies and cream, chocolate ice cream) - Roti John - mushroom soup - fries Feast shared by kha kha, jas jas, bil bil, ah kai and me =) the feast didnt end for kha kha, jas jas and me, we went to Bedok North for ba chor mee and sugar cane juice. hahas what a life we enjoy.. it didn't end here still.. we went to whampoa early next morn for prawn mee.. hahas then nua on a bus all the way to buona. This was another feast that we had on monday. the '$5' feast. Hokkien mee's $5. o-jin's $5. Fish soup's $5 hahas =) the feast has yet to end. Surprised?? hahas we're going Jalan Kayu next monday for prata.. insanity!!!! we're binging ar!!!! FOOD GALORE!!!! I've been feeling weird lately..getting emo all of a sudden, and cheery the next..is something wrong?? hmm..weird.. God.. why am i feeling all that i'm feeling.. part of moulding me? growing me? Father, i feel far from you and far from people already.. i think i'm afraid that i do not like your plans.. read tina's blog.. understood it. that i do not come to You with expectations and expect You to give me the best solutions to my endless questions. it is just coming to You, admitting that God i'm crumbling.. hmm..u probably didn't know..well i guess this world we live in is a masquerade.. [Masquerade, paper faces on parade. Masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you. Masquerade, every face a different shade. Masquerade, look around there's another mask behind you. Masquerade - The Phantom of Opera] i just feel that no one can be 100% open abt him/herself in front of everyone.. joc joc, remember we're human afterall.. yeah, i am human. MY LIFE I am Jocelyn Hannah. I was baptised on 7th February 2010. I am 22 and still counting. I love VJBEE and we celebrate 10 years. I am amazed at everything about Korea and Korean. I still love orange, the colour. I love Da Tou, Mini Tou and new addition, Flimso. I am God given. In my life, I choose to desire God above everything else. He is no fool to lose what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. - Jim Elliot TAG ME MY LOVELYS Aunty Ben Bing Claire Corny di Evan Fio Ian Isabelle Jere Joelle Joey Josel Kha Ning Ong Ji Pauline Phebs Prila Roy Rui Xiang Sandy Shei Pin Sin Yi Tina Zul MY MEmories January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 March's Events 4th April - Ong Ji's Bday 8th April - Bing and Jere's 17th Month 9th April - Mommy's Bday 12th April - Tina's Bday 19th April - School Officially Commences 22nd April - Sabrina's Bday My heart song |