hmm.. weird weird..i'm writing to bong thru my blog.. hahas.. i'm talking to u on msn rite now..yet here i am writing this.. recalling the times we had, funny times, times where we both strayed from each other..but got back together again, by the grace of God. sound as tho we're gona separate for good..hahas.. eyes are filled with tears as i type this..tears of joy and i think tears of 'si nian'.. bong, i know the feelings u feel, but dun despair, joc's okay..i really am thankful enough that God gave u..there's probably nothing more i can ask of you.. im really blessed to have known u, the dearest gift that God has given to me thus far.. hahas we had our share of laughter and all.. bong.. honestly, words couldnt express how much i feel abt u *mushy* hahas.. but still..i must say, i've never regretted knowing u.. enjoyed everyday that i've spent with u..gona love the days ahead with u.. dun think that because u are not reacting the way that everyone else is, u're weird.. in my eyes, u are still u.. and i love u for who u are.. =) bong, it's gona be 2 months.. long or short.. it's how we perceive it.. it's how we go about living the 2 mths.. i know i'm sure gona miss u terribly.. but i wont let that get in the way of loving my Lord and King first.. if i miss u when i'm there, i'll tell God.. "Abba, please tell bong i miss her, and i'll be back soon.." [Absence makes the heart fonder] & [Friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them] bong, we always use this to encourage one another.. i pray that these will sustain u for the 2 mths.. God's the one we look to - ALWAYS.. so bong, if u miss me, tell God too.. i know He will tell me too.. =)