Just returned from a time together with some peeps. Ong ji, shin goon, tina, fio, sarah, bing and me. Well, kinda just bumped into them when i was gona meet bing. How coincidental. God brings His people together. Indeed, the Christian fratenity is small. Oh well. Had some time alone with bing. Apparently, the both of us are really similar in the way we think, the way we feel about things.. Hahas. We should have been born twins. Everytime, i see her, or before i see her, i give thanks to God for this great friendship that He has bestowed unto me more than 2 years ago. How can i give up being ever so grateful.

Lord, it was You who made the heavens and the earth. it was You who created relationships between people. it was You who created love. How wretched could our lives get, that we so ever lose our sanity, our rationality, our thoughts to the world. Everyone would love a second chance, everyone would love things hadn't been the way they are, everyone would love to start all over again. Wouldn't I... I would.

God, many miracles I see, change my stubborn heart that I'll believe. I do believe, but I don't internalise.

God, You're ever so gracious to me, even when joc's stubborn in her own sins, You were there..gently calling my name, holding me in your everlasting arms, telling me everything's okay..just because You were there to hold me, to catch me when i fall.

My heart aches for the fact that time doesn't turn back at all, but my heart rejoices that God, Your love stretches beyond time, beyond 2007 years ago. Your love is everlasting.

I wana cry whenever i know that i can't live without You. I seriously can't. I wouldn't be breathing without You. I wouldn't be sitting where i am and type this entry without You.

Lord, there's little of how much i can express the reality that i NEED You. You were never what i wanted.. You were always what i NEEDED. Why was i so blind to this fact. Thank you for opening my eyes to see. I am no longer blind, no longer dead in my transgressions, because Jesus reigns. My God reigns.