Back from Passion Camp.
Went to work today. I was dozing off at work.
Haha. oh well.
I enjoyed myself. the fellowship. the games.

later in the day, we're going cycling at Ubin.
life just seems packed, ain't fulfilling.

On my way home,
i heard a christian girl shared some stuff with her friends on board a bus today.

christian girl: i talked to my (some leader in youth) about my problem. she just told me to read bible and pray to God. always say the same thing to me when i talk to her.

In another part of the conversation.
christian girl: the worship, they just pray and sing song. i just can't experience God.

apparently, she's also one of the leaders in youth.

Hmm. i wonder - God, how do i enjoy my relationship with You, instead viewing of it as a routine lifestyle.

can we start all over again?