09 June 2007 Y 12:41 AM

B & Js (S'mores), black sesame milk tea and sng buey milk tea.
All mixed together, definitely junk.
But with 2 willing dude and dudette with me.
kha and pheb.

beyond junk,
i feel inadequate.
'Faith is not believing God can, it's believing God will.'
God, how arh, i no faith eh.

It pains me to be this cold to you, but i can hardly put a finger to it as to why things became like this.

It pains me that certain relationships are broken.

It pains me that i choose who to love.

It pains me as there's no second chance to right the things I've done wrong.

It's painful.