Hmm.
Hard to wonder if it's even possible.
I've got 6 projects on hand.
Friends to catch up with.
Offering my presence.
Helping wherever i can.
Train for NAPFA.
Pay for Redang trip.
Intend to help kids' camp this year.

Yet, I'm JOYFUL...
Haha.
I really am eh.
Ask me, and i'll tell you i'm happy today.

Well, life's brought much tears and pain.
God has brought much peace and joy.

From Doulos, to CM 2007, and now, back to school.
everyday becomes history almost immediately.
What's left are snapshots of the times when i was there.
I realised the great need of being entirely there.
Not just physically, but mentally, spiritually and emotionally.

I teared when i saw God's tangible blessing of food and shelter.
I rejoiced when i saw a grandma prayed and asked Jesus into her life.
I enjoyed God's gift of nature even when i was tired and weary from walking.

I'm ever so grateful to God for bringing me everywhere.
To the ends of the earth, i've felt and heard it.
I've felt His heartbeat.
I heard His soft whisper.
He has held me in His everlasting arms.

[We do not follow Jesus by His name, but by His title - Christ.]
I'm a Christian.