I thought you were always there beside me.
but it turned out the laughters i heard..
are mine alone,
resounding in the silence of my head.

my heart ached
when i realised i'm no longer the shoulder for you to lean on.
i never hear from your heart again,
only whispers from endless memories.

we WERE besties.
Are we still?
My heart chooses to comfort and say Yes.
but my mind has denied it all.

I cried to God.
I wondered if He heard me.
Here i am..
in the silence of my room again.
The very question remained.
Are we still besties?