hais..admitted.
i am lazy.
paper's tomorrow, and here i am blogging.
i don't know.
maybe it's an avenue out to release stress.

i've read all the blog entries i've typed.
some were heart wrenching.
some joyful.
but i see something.
i see transformation.
i see growth.
in me.

whoa.
God, You're working in ways that i cannot see.
i'm thankful.
because even though Your ways ain't obvious,
or pleasing at that point of time,
i've seen how i've been...
moulded.
shaped.
transformed.

Anyone who sees this,
i'm telling you,
God is real.
you can think i'm insane or lying,
but He is.

He is real in His love too.
He loves me.
even His thoughts for me are like the sand on the beach.
countless.
imagine someone who thinks of you all the time,
it can only be God.

God, if i ever say i hate You,
remind me.
Your love is everlasting.

Hana nim Sarang Hamnida - I love You, God.