Heyo God.
how are you?

how dumb am i to ask God a question like this.
i'm imagining... (think bubble)
God: I've been busy, jocelyn.
Joc: why busy, God?
God: I am everywhere.
Joc: but God, You're all powerful. why would you be busy with being everywhere?
God: I am all powerful. That's why i am everywhere.
Joc: (blurr-ed) God, i still don't see why You're busy when You're all powerful.
God: my child, i've been busy mending all the broken hearts and broken lives.

Sorry, random conversation that i came up with.
God,
hehe. Hope You won't mind.

Well,
my heart has been tender this days.
many painful things are happening to people around me.
my heart aches with them.
i've seen the brokeness that few has seen.
Ouch.

My dear friends,
i wish i could give all (i mean ALL) of you a big hug. (stretch arms)
come up to me and i'll be gladly to give you a hug.
just don't mind my small embrace.

there're many broken relationships around.
people, forgiveness is bliss.
painful, yet essential.

these days, we've been so quick to say,
"oh, they ain't themselves again. must be emotional."
we assumed.
we assumed we know everything, i should say alot of things.
but only to realise it was all skin-deep.
can we venture deeper?
why are we always so afraid of going through a painful journey?
afraid we can't handle the emotional rush?
afraid we're gona be stucked in the cycle forever?

i feel sick,
knowing man can only be skin-deep.
i hate myself for being likewise.
[Man can fail us, but God will NEVER fail us.]

God,
teach us to live.
Our wisdom can only carry us this far.
[We're tiny beings with finite minds.]