I thought, ya, i would be better of without you.
and you, without me.
guess i was wrong.
it was painful to have shunned you.
yet i am both willing and unwilling to be away from you.
willing, because i wana keep my promise.
unwilling, because...

guess i've broken my promise, at las.
hmm.
my heart pounds when i'm near you.
i feel flushed when you look at me,
with those droopy eyes.
confession this is?
guess so.

i had wished you kept the distance.
i had wished i persisted in being away from you.
but it's too unbearable.
when you said you felt awkward,
i walked away, cringing in pain.
the few steps i took were heavy.
it was a pain that i've felt,
for the very first time.

i was strong.
i didn't cry.
but i guess,
my heart is drowning in its tears.

things seemed back on track.
but are they really?

guess i'm only one chapter in your life.
maybe, your next chapter would do without me.
there are wishes in my heart,
that i wished it'll come true.
but i guess,
wishes are just meant for dreaming.