I really don't know what's going on now.
I don't know what's the matter with me.
God,
I hate to admit this...
I've deluded myself.

All of these,
were a result of my choice.
Stupid choice, i would say.

Some things are best if it keeps its status quo,
i wish i could carry on this way...
But hey,
i'm sorry i can't.

I'm hurting inside,
but i feel numbed on the outside.
A mask,
skilfully covers the scars.
Guess, i didn't want things to turn out this way.

I'm doing the painful thing.
I'm letting you go.