Work was good.
Supper was better.
So glad to see Roy again with us.

He made fio and me cracked up,
so much so,
that even when we're busy,
we were laughing away.

Then debbie had the urge to hang out.
so dim sum was it.
it was my first time hanging out with them.
presentees:
Roy
Ian
Schenelle
Seivon
Debbie
Khalis
Samantha
Fiona
and well, Me.

Fio: we're eating as though there's no tomorrow.
hahaha.
the pictures will be up tomorrow.
To be honest, i'm not a huge fan of oriental food,
but it's the round table that draws me.
did i say big?
oh, the BIG round table.
I LOVE BIG round tables.
somehow,
it makes me feel...
that no one is exclusive.
there's always a person beside another person.
somehow, our auras intersect.
sweet.

ate till about 2.30pm.
well, we talked too.
maybe not we.
Roy did most of the talking,
but i enjoy it so much.
Words of a wise man,
i would say.

after hearing him share about riding bikes and scooters...
i've decided.
i'm still gona ride scooter.
when i turn 21, i'll get a bike license,
and hopefully a beautiful orange vespa to compliment me.
whoa.
narcissistic. 8D

Well, about how my hearty heart is doing,
i could say,
i'm amazed.
i don't feel as painful as i used to.
definitely, i'm in the process of letting go.
and God is definitely shielding me.
He protects my heart from being ripped apart.
He doesn't prevent, He protects.
He can't prevent circumstances since it depends on my choices,
but He can keep me safe in those circumstances.
my Father really makes me feel special.

i won't mind you being my tornado.
it gives me a chance to contemplate.
at least i know i care about you,
and i DO care about myself.
if not, you may take the centre place,
and leave no room for God,
or even myself.

I'm really okay.
don't worry ya.
I won't wana pretend to be anything around you.
i won't wana break my promises.
Be assured of that.
What promises i've broken,
I'm in the process of mending.
If you're gona commit,
it's gona be a lifetime.
till death do us part.
I won't want your commitment,
when you're not ready.
because this commitment will end up short lived.
then i would rather have you not make the commitment in the first place.

I believe tonight's a beginning.
a beginning to things being how it used-to-be.
in fact,
i prefer used-to-bes.