The biggest blue black i've ever seen on me,
all for my sprained thumby.
Thumby has suffered quite abit.
Guess it was all the "acting sei" that landed it where it is.
The sin seh said that i carried too much heavy things,
and because my joints were a lil 'rusty',
it kinda injured the vein,
the vein that runs from my shoulders,
all the way to thumby.
I saw her took the small round bottle,
I gasped.
Screaming silently into my palms,
then with a quick whiff of the flame,
she placed it on my shoulders.
Seemingly easy and quick...and painless??
I squirmed under the discomfort.
biting onto my lower lips,
seeking release in that.
Then for what seemed like 10000 seconds,
another sin seh came over and released me of my pain.
this was what was left behind.


on a lighter note,
debs' place today was great.
with most of the 'old birds' or so we called ourselves,
we enjoyed each other's presence i would say.
I saw the lengendary Ashlee!
I was so surprised when kha said,
"Joc, you made her speak!"

Apparently,
Ashlee was really shy during Christmas,
sitting alone in a corner,
sinking into retardation mode,
and spoke to no one.
But we both clicked once we met,
and we talked alot.
she even told me about her trip to the zoo just the day before.
Debs conjured,
"Jos, you should really do the childhood thing."
haha.
I was encouraged.

Had my very first jack daniel and chivas today.
Well,
i really thank God that i didn't lose too much playing indian poker,
which would have resulted in shots after shots.
Thank God when i got the joker,
i didn't have to bottoms up either.
Never liked liquor,
never will.

The day ended with a sweet hug and lovely kiss from Ashlee.
In fact,
two sweet hugs and two lovely kisses.
She's an amazing girl,
and i pray that God, You will draw her near to You,
someday, somehow.