26 July 2008 Y 3:13 AM

Dino-nique.
A new found word by...ME.
haha.
Well,
i've been thinking about our roles as dinosaurs.
We're not only dinosaurs,
but 3 uniquely different dinosaurs.
For now,
i don't really know how to explain it in plain words,
but i find it...
AMAZING.

Talked to fio,
and yah...
I realised why i like talking so much,
which bing wonders at times too..
I tend to spark off some new insights of some sort,
when i share.
As though,
God reveals some things through my conversations.
Things that i never would have thought of,
even if given all the time in the world.
So sisters,
if what i said made sense to you there and then,
sometimes it made just as much sense to me only there and then.

So amazing to learn about love and what God had made us for.
What's more after courtship?
What's more after saying, "I do"?
What's more after intimate sex?
What's more...?

Fio told me something,
something that i was kinda aware of...
but not as conscious of.
Fio: Joc, you open your heart too readily at times...
that's why you end up getting hurt.
Hmm.
Click-ed.
Senseful.

Well,
heard this while watching a documentary.
[Every woman wants one man to satisfy her every need,
but every man wants every woman to satisfy his one need.]

I'm simply very thankful to God,
for the people He brought into my life.
Lessons after lessons.
Somehow,
through others,
He helped me understood the depth of His love.
Deep as an abyss.

1 John 4:19
[We love because He first loved us.]
The very thing that i would long to hear.
At the altar,
i pray that this is the very thing that he will promise me with.
Simple,
yet filled with depth.
Pure bliss, wouldn't it be?

Papa,
i trust in Your divine plan.
Starkingly beautiful, it will be.
I wait in eager anticipation.
No longer striving,
but i'm choosing what's better -
the wait.