I'm a lil confused,
honest.
Why do i get stuck in this sort of a dilemma,
most of the time??
It's not that i'll get to choose either or,
it's that i already knew the answer,
yet i'm refusing to choose it.
Maybe when Papa's far from my heart,
my heart loses control.
My heart cringed when i read that.
Hmm,
what did that mean?
Maybe that afterall,
you do matter to me?
Something i heard today seemed to hit the jackpot.
[...is forbidden...]
It ain't really,
but i guess we can't get past our conscious,
that's all.
Guess you probably knew it too,
that explains the restrain.
Don Henley seemed to have expressed my heart thoughts on my behalf.
I'll get over it,
i know i will.
I've been through it,
came out of it,
and became stronger because of it.

I've signed up for Nike+.
A 10km run.
My first 10km run.
I'm really excited.
And when i've completed it,
i'll go up to those who questioned,
"Who says a small girl with not-so-long legs can't run?
I've finished the race.
I've finished my race."
Now that i know aunty has joined too,
it's all the more exciting.
31.8.08
I'm looking forward.