''it's raining.

pit ta pat ta.
in my room.
my pillows' drenched.
my blankie's my shelter.
the darkness shrouds me.

i'm engulfed.''

sorry.
didn't mean to sound so emo-tic.

today.
i teared.
two drops.
fio had to see it all.

ben was there.
he was next to me.
his shoulders ever present.

2 big news struck me today.
i hate to hear it.
i didn't intend to hear it.
my heart cringes at the thought of it.

Papa,
can You open your arms wide and let me run in and cry?
can You be my heart doctor?
can You take me as i am?
can You break my heart for what breaks Yours?



you were never a mistake. it was my mistake for falling for you.