I guess i should have been obedient all along..
So heart broken,
so much sadness,
yet so much of everything.

Funny how such pain can be felt,
yet it ain't tangible.
This is so unbecoming.

Papa,
will You take me in, please?
It's so painful to be far from You,
and end up feeling so deserted.

I cannot promise You anything,
for i'm imperfect.
I'm afraid, Papa...
very afraid.
[There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.]
But this i can be sure,
that i'll get over it,
really.

A man is no fool,
to lose what he cannot keep,
to gain what he cannot lose.
Papa,
i cannot lose You,
i really cannot.

Restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation, and renew a right spirit within me.