 while struggling with God over my heart, i stumbled upon a wonderful love story. a story so heart wrenching that anyone, anyone would pray that it only appeared in movies. Bernard and Grace. they shared a bond so strong, it was in Christ. a true story of knowing "You're the one." Bernard left Grace. 2 years ago. Grace moved with, not moved on. She lived her days, thinking that it'll be one day close to seeing him again, than to think that it's been one more day since his accident. Exerpts of their love. [He wrote, "I love you for who you were, who you are... and who you will be.... love, Bernard" And i wrote below, "I love you not only for who you are, but who i am when i am with you.... love, Grace"] Grace's best friend shared this. [I think, life is very transient. He could not protect her for the rest of her life, but he protected her for the rest of his. ] i teared reading all of it. it's been 3 hours since i started reading. i've yet to stop. but i thought, i needed to blog this down to remind myself. to remind myself that God yearns for me to be loved. by Him and by him. i was thinking alot about him. about me. about us. i pray that God will help me. i pray that God will raise me. from the clouds that shrouds my eyes that i've lost sight of Him. turning to man for comfort. turning away from His gentle calling. i just need time. please spare me a lil more than usual. pardon me for cranky speeches. i need to breathe again. [Most of all, i have my hope in Jesus Christ, a hope that is not a possibility but a reality.] something Grace has written. so true that i truly believe, all's not hopeless. not that i'll get what i desire, but i'll desire God. Papa, i pray that You'll bring me a lil more of Your grace, a lil more of Your peace, that i'll be able to live life, honouring You, every hour, every minute. As long as i breathe, i'll speak of You. Amen. God, You leave me breathless. | MY LIFE  I am Jocelyn Hannah. I was baptised on 7th February 2010. I am 22 and still counting. I love VJBEE and we celebrate 10 years. I am amazed at everything about Korea and Korean. I still love orange, the colour. I love Da Tou, Mini Tou and new addition, Flimso. I am God given. In my life, I choose to desire God above everything else. He is no fool to lose what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. - Jim Elliot TAG ME MY LOVELYS Aunty Ben Bing Claire Corny di Evan Fio Ian Isabelle Jere Joelle Joey Josel Kha Ning Ong Ji Pauline Phebs Prila Roy Rui Xiang Sandy Shei Pin Sin Yi Tina Zul MY MEmories January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 March's Events 4th April - Ong Ji's Bday 8th April - Bing and Jere's 17th Month 9th April - Mommy's Bday 12th April - Tina's Bday 19th April - School Officially Commences 22nd April - Sabrina's Bday My heart song |