I feel indignant how things have turned out.
Wrong place, wrong time/Bad place, bad time.
You seem fine,
but I guess everything just feel so surreal now aye?
Everything happened for a reason.
And I believe you'll be alright.

Well,
I told God today that I want him to change who I am.
I want Him to make me anew.
I know He heard.
All I have to do is to listen and wait.
Holy Spirit,
come within me and fill me like how You used to.

Many things have happened,
but God,
You've never left me.
I thank you for that.

People in poorer countries dread to wake up,
because they would have to worry how would they survive another day.
Me, I dread the mornings when clamhead calls,
as I usually lack sleep,
thus I'll snooze and end up being late.

People in poorer countries settle for whatever they have in their bowls everyday,
yet I complain to mummy all the time,
"Mummy, don't buy beansprouts...I hate the taste of it.."
"Mummy, I don't like the 'tao pok'..."
"Mummy, I don't like this soup, I want that soup..."

People in poorer countries couldn't even work to support the family,
yet here I am,
having two jobs,
yet complaining the lack of money and rest.
So much, yet unsatisfied.

Even though life has been pretty rocky and all,
I'm more than blessed,
indeed.
Blessed to even breathe each morning.

I'm turning in.
Gona wake up when clamhead calls and I won't complain.
For this is the day that the Lord has made,
I will rejoice and be glad in it.