I'm devastated. Why must things reach this kinda stage. I hated when things like this happen, yet i choose to put myself in this position always. Risking every moment where my fragile heart will once again be broken. I'll be away for a while. Don't ask why. I won't be picking up calls for a moment. God, I'm coming to You. Man can fail me, but i believed You'll never. Things just happened at the wrong place at the wrong time. I'm just speechless. I'll not abandon myself to waste. Just as you need time, so do I. Give me time. I don't know how long I need this time. But joc joc will recover, as I always do. I just hate to go through this ardous journey every time. But I'm left with no choice. Father, be near. Shield me from this menacing world. All i could ask for is to be in Your arms once again. You are the only one who can comfort my soul, my heart. Give me time, and when joc returns, I'll be like how i've always been. A smile without fail. I'll be back, loving the world like i've always did. I always thank God for people who brings smiles to my face. I'm looking forward to 12noon. I'll see clamhead. He made me laughed today, so hard that i was smiling when i hanged up. He's my crying buddy. He's my alarm. He's clamhead. I'm thankful that he was around. =) Zul is definitely one of them. I miss you. You're crazy, yet serious when you stand by your principles. I'm thankful that you're part of my life. You're the zest that adds to it. =) Pea size brain met me after work on tues. Sweet gesture it was. Hard to miss this chap, that i'll remember him. Never knew a boy of his age speaks of wisdom unknown. (well, though i already knew.. we both know things aye? we just needed to share...) =) Ben ben has always been around. Close enough to make me feel protected. Hey, I'll be seeing you tonight. I'm excited. I know i'll be assured by your hug. =) Chuah has always been my lovely sweetie. So sweet, that i'm protecting her all the time. Probably with the common surname, i tend to know things before i ask. Telepathy, ain't it. I can't wait to see you tonight. =) Ng, with all her lame-ness, I smiled. Knowing that we've both come a long way. With one big tiff we've had, we've learnt to cherish one another. =) Kha, though away on an island called tekong, he never fail to call me. So sweet that i melted each time i heard his voice. I feel appreciated. My mrt buddy for 3 years. =) Fio, who's crazily in love with not only her silly boy, but me! HAH. Well, I'm thankful that we'll laugh and enjoy each other's company so much. She's one that i'll cherish till the end. Laugh on sis. =) Wen, she likes being called wen. That's why i'm calling her wen. We laugh at the darnest things, do the stupidest things, and yet we are inseparable. I always look down the memory lane and smile. =) There are so many of you that brings a smile to my face, yet I could only express this much. Allow me more time. I might even write a book. =) I thank God that I'm feeling better. But please, don't call me. For once, I prefer sms-es to calls. I'm heading to lalaland. If not, not only clamhead will not be able to wake me, the skies wouldn't be able too. In God's hands, I place the weight of my heart. Amen. | MY LIFE ![]() I am Jocelyn Hannah. I was baptised on 7th February 2010. I am 22 and still counting. I love VJBEE and we celebrate 10 years. I am amazed at everything about Korea and Korean. I still love orange, the colour. I love Da Tou, Mini Tou and new addition, Flimso. I am God given. In my life, I choose to desire God above everything else. He is no fool to lose what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. - Jim Elliot TAG ME MY LOVELYS Aunty Ben Bing Claire Corny di Evan Fio Ian Isabelle Jere Joelle Joey Josel Kha Ning Ong Ji Pauline Phebs Prila Roy Rui Xiang Sandy Shei Pin Sin Yi Tina Zul MY MEmories January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 March's Events 4th April - Ong Ji's Bday 8th April - Bing and Jere's 17th Month 9th April - Mommy's Bday 12th April - Tina's Bday 19th April - School Officially Commences 22nd April - Sabrina's Bday My heart song |