To my two precious sisters.
Fio & Bing.

To Fio,
I know you've not been doing well these days.
Life gets tiring too aye?
I thank God i was able to talk to you a lil yesterday.
I apologise for all the weird sms-es you received from me.
Many a times,
it just reflects of my insecurities.
I ask for your forgiveness and grace.
Just as you want to spend time with paul,
I want to spend time with you.
Sacrifices has to be made.
Definite.
It's been almost a month since we had our chiong-ing sessions.
But i'll wait.
I look forward to a chiong-ing session with you alone.
And know,
no matter what happens,
i'll always stand by you.
I'm just a ring away,
you no longer ring.
It ain't too hard ya?
Just pick up the phone,
scroll down your phone directory,
see "Jocelyn"
and press "CALL".
There,
you'll hear me.

To Bing,
calling you wen has become my routine.
I understand you're facing rough patches as well.
Just as you stood by me when i was down and out,
I would like to do likewise.
No matter what,
I'll always stand by you.
Don't be afraid to love and be loved.
God has made us for this.
Never think that you could sort things out just by thinking.
I never could.
That's why half the time,
I pop you sms-es,
and short prayers to God.
Even though i may be busy with two jobs,
but God has granted me favour in the eyes of my superior.
I can get off days that i want.
I want to be involved in your life too.
Potong,
I simply miss laughing with you about nothing.
Let's do it again,
shall we?
And we'll put du du-s together and have a great feast!

To you both,
precious to my heart,
and deeply cherished.
Losing any of you,
I might lose half my heart.
I never want to leave your lives,
and I want the best for you both.
Nothing but the best.
I'm so thankful to God that you both have amazing men after your heart.
You're pursued.
You're captivating, girls.
Be their ezer kenegdo.
Be their warrior in Christ.
Worry not for me.
I know I'll meet the man who will make my heart race one day.
By faith,
I know.