14 March 2010 Y 1:26 AM

[It's an honour to die by your side..]
[It's an honour to have lived by yours..]
Always been very inspiring..
I love watching war and battlefields movies..
The Valour of Men,
God has made them that way.

We celebrated Ronald and Fay's Matrimony in the afternoon.
There were moments that I was touched to the brink of tears..
It's a real blessing to see two persons unite as one,
in the name of God.
They are truly blessed.

[Our most basic emotional need is not to fall in love
but to be genuinely loved by another,
to know a love that grows out of reason and choice,
not instinct.

Rational, volitional(made by choice) love...
is the kind of love to which
the sages have always called us. - The five love languages]

Current read - The five love languages
Though I'm at the beginning pages..
I feel like it's a good beginning to many things unknown yet to me.

It took me almost 3 years,
to see that to love someone..unconditionally..
really ain't easy..
And it takes a conscious choice..
One that I would need to choose willingly.

I've let go once,
just because I didn't feel the euphoria that I once thought
should come with 'falling in love'...
Falling in love is just the introduction..
Choosing to love regardless of the euphoria are the chapters that follows..
'The End' shall not be written by our very pens,
but by God's..

I've let go once,
it was one of dumbest choice I realised I've made..
God gave me a heart,
that not only starts loving,
but keeps loving..

It ain't "I love you because..", or "I love you if.."
It's "I love you regardless.."

I love you regardless of your burps and farts.
I love you regardless of your weird idiosyncrasies.
I love you regardless of your looks, size or weight.
I love you regardless of your background.
I love you regardless of anything..
I love you for who you are and who I was when I was with you.
I still do.

God fills my emotional tank,
in order for me to love you wholeheartedly.
And all that I am doing now,
is wait upon the Lord and wait for you.

Counting down: 6 Months and 1 Day.