Trust vs Mistrust. Well, it doesn't just apply for young children.. Even us, adults. Do we trust, or do we doubt? I learn to observe.. I realised the mistrust that we have towards others many a times is so... uncalled for.. Why must we doubt the ones we love? Why must we doubt the good in man? Why must we doubt till the point we no longer SIMPLY trust? Where had all the initial "I trust you" gone? Okay. Maybe I'm just getting a lil worked up. Pardon me. I have experienced it in my own life. I had trusted in him and he in me. Yet, I chose to unravel something that ain't necessary at all.. I..I got upset and jealous of something that was bygone.. I want to know it, yet I didn't and couldn't accept it.. Thus, I gave up my trust in him, guess it cost him his too. I learnt the lesson which jere says, "I'm not on a need-to-know basis" I really had no need back then.. God has taught me something out of this episode. I can say that I trust man, but man can fail me.. Likewise, I'm errable. I'm imperfect. God says, "I am perfect. Trust in Me." So I learnt it the real hard way, I don't simply say I trust man, because I know it's hard.. It's hard for me to trust me too.. So I really know.. Please don't trust in me. Please trust me in God. Only God can uphold this promise that I made to you. It stands till this very day and still will. I choose to trust God.. And I pray that when the day comes, I can hear whatever that you wanna say. Please know.. I love you, regardless. [I trust you in God.] Counting down: 4 Months and 11 Days | MY LIFE I am Jocelyn Hannah. I was baptised on 7th February 2010. I am 22 and still counting. I love VJBEE and we celebrate 10 years. I am amazed at everything about Korea and Korean. I still love orange, the colour. I love Da Tou, Mini Tou and new addition, Flimso. I am God given. In my life, I choose to desire God above everything else. He is no fool to lose what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. - Jim Elliot TAG ME MY LOVELYS Aunty Ben Bing Claire Corny di Evan Fio Ian Isabelle Jere Joelle Joey Josel Kha Ning Ong Ji Pauline Phebs Prila Roy Rui Xiang Sandy Shei Pin Sin Yi Tina Zul MY MEmories January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 March's Events 4th April - Ong Ji's Bday 8th April - Bing and Jere's 17th Month 9th April - Mommy's Bday 12th April - Tina's Bday 19th April - School Officially Commences 22nd April - Sabrina's Bday My heart song |